Almost two years later...

I recently have been being a little more active on my deviant art than I have been for quite some time now. I also just read my very last journal entry on here...  I'd cried pathetically about how I'd gained weight and that I was dieting and exercising like crazy...

All I got to say is WOW. In the last year, admittedly I'd gotten to almost 180 lbs... I had no idea what to do. And somehow, eating healthy, and exercising regularly.. actually worked. I now weigh roughly 150lbs. I've been taking a bit of a break, since I hear losing too much weight too fast can fuck up your body, so I might start doing that again during this summer.

It makes me realize how dreams can ALWAYS come true. I never thought a guy would be able to pick me up, unless they were bigger than me. Turns out I'm wrong, one of my guy friends, who is ridiculously skinny, can pick me up in a hug. I also never thought I'd be able to talk to my crush. Now, my crush is someone who I consider a very close friend, who I only met about 4-5 months ago.

My reason for this journal... It's not to rub in your face that my life got better. It's me trying to tell you, you can do just about anything you really want, if you put your mind to it! If you feel ugly, do something that will make you feel pretty! Don't necessarily go over-board with it, 'cause truth is you need time to be able to be truly happy. And I've finally learnt what being truly happy is all about

Remember, dreams do come true if you really try ♥