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I recently have been being a little more active on my deviant art than I have been for quite some time now. I also just read my very last journal entry on here...  I'd cried pathetically about how I'd gained weight and that I was dieting and exercising like crazy...

All I got to say is WOW. In the last year, admittedly I'd gotten to almost 180 lbs... I had no idea what to do. And somehow, eating healthy, and exercising regularly.. actually worked. I now weigh roughly 150lbs. I've been taking a bit of a break, since I hear losing too much weight too fast can fuck up your body, so I might start doing that again during this summer.

It makes me realize how dreams can ALWAYS come true. I never thought a guy would be able to pick me up, unless they were bigger than me. Turns out I'm wrong, one of my guy friends, who is ridiculously skinny, can pick me up in a hug. I also never thought I'd be able to talk to my crush. Now, my crush is someone who I consider a very close friend, who I only met about 4-5 months ago.

My reason for this journal... It's not to rub in your face that my life got better. It's me trying to tell you, you can do just about anything you really want, if you put your mind to it! If you feel ugly, do something that will make you feel pretty! Don't necessarily go over-board with it, 'cause truth is you need time to be able to be truly happy. And I've finally learnt what being truly happy is all about

Remember, dreams do come true if you really try ♥

I've never felt so disgusted in myself. During the summer, you're not supposed to gain weight, you usually lose it. But no, and within the whole year, I've gained about 20 pounds. It's horrible. So I'm dieting and exercise like crazy. It's bad I know, but I can't help it. And then I can't help but feel completely ugly, but maybe tomorrow will help (: Only like, three people really know why. It's going in a place where I haven't gone for a while....(I hope you didn't get something wrong from that like I did O___o)

Oh well. All I have to keep in mind is, next Sunday I'mma go see Harry Potter with some friends hopefully I hear it's good, and since I've been following the books/movie since I was little, of course I'm excited.

But please, if someone has something funny to say, do say it. I need something to make me smile again. Something to make me feel like my old self. Though by tomorrow, I sure won't look like it.

SOOOO LIKE.
I'm freaking' hyper. If you can't tell ;D Oh dear god. Well, tomorrow is the 30hr famine. I raised money, donations are going toward kids and families in need in Africa. I'm basically starving myself for thirty hours. Wish me luck that I won't die. Lmao. Anywho, I also should really be packing. But I'm being a lazy ass at the moment. It's going to be a long weekend.

And it may end with a huge 7$ buffet. 'Cause we know the huge 'feast' on Saturday is going to suck. I guess I may try it, since I love my pasta, but according to my dear friend Jess, their Pasta sucks xP

SO LIKE YAH.
Gimme luck.

-Amy♥

Oh dear god. Saturday, best night EVA. So I'm currently at school, deviantart seems to be the only site that the school hasn't blocked yet. Well, actually fanfiction.net works too, but as if I really go on that very often.

Yesterday was pretty stupid. "GET THE MUFFINS, GET THE FREAKIN' MUFFINS." You don't need to know. Katie got me scared of Salmonella poisoning. If I'm dead in the next few hours, you know what happened.

As for that I have a few last words to say;

Vicky - I know we've had our hard times, and we've also had our good times...well that's all I really have to say about you.

Kristen - You're sitting right next to me as I type this, acting as if you don't know I'm typing this. You foresaw it, and it is all your fault. Wait, you just looked over..psychic much? ;D

Jamie - You and Katie were always the coolest.

Katie - You and Jamie were always the coolest. You were also my therapist, but please don't rape my dead body.

Amanda C - HAI.

Melissa - ...................(no comment)

Amanda D - DOOD WE SO GO PARTYING IN NIRVANAAAA

Jess - DOOD WE SO GO PARTYING IN NIRVANAAAA

Alisha - DOOD WE SO GO PARTYING IN NIRVANAAAA.

And if I don't die, well I just wasted a good five to ten minutes of my life. So long. Ta ta. Auf Wiedesehen. Chow. Ciao. Salut. See you never.


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-Amy.

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1. I daydream of adultery with my crush.
2. My middle name is Paula.
3. I love blogging
4. I have a loving hate for some people I know.
5. I'm a total camera whore.
6. I write with my right & now left hand.
7. Sometimes I think I'm worth nothing.
8. Sometimes I wonder why I'm still here.

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